I am addicted to marijuanas
no but really, a confession of mine is that I like online dating rather than in person.
i think i have social anxiety too and idk where the fuck it came from
it's kinda weird honestly and people that know me can't really picture it, but i'm starting to realize it's true. at my high school i was a part of the "popular" group i guess and literally everyone knew who i was. i was super nice and funny and basically everyone liked me throughout my school. then i go to college and everything changes. i become extremely shy to the point it seriously bothers me because i know for a fact anyone i talk to would like me, but i just don't initiate anything. it's just weird man, like i know if i talked to any girl they would instantly think i'm adorable, but i just don't. it's also unsettling how at home i have literally dozens of really good friends and at college i just don't talk to anyone. i prefer being alone, but idk. idk where all of this came from
I think you've got this idea in your head that everyone likes you. Not to be a dick, but you've got a very surprising future ahead of you with that mentality.
literally everyone knew who i was...i know for a fact anyone i talk to would like me...i know if i talked to any girl they would instantly think i'm adorable...I think you've got this idea in your head that everyone likes you. Not to be a dick, but you've got a very surprising future ahead of you with that mentality.
Yeah,. everybody here says I'm egotistical but I would never even consider thinking that. ever.
Shit I guess I should confess something. One time in grade 8 I made grilled cheese for my grandmother I was taking care of but I burned the toast and she didn't want to eat it (my gramma has had 2 strokes and has dementia) so I threw it in the garbage. My mom then came home from a stressful-ass day of work (she works at the hospital) and she saw the grilled cheese in the garbage and got really mad. I blamed it on my gramma and she then yelled at her. I still feel soooo fucking bad for doing that.
literally everyone knew who i was...i know for a fact anyone i talk to would like me...i know if i talked to any girl they would instantly think i'm adorable...I think you've got this idea in your head that everyone likes you. Not to be a dick, but you've got a very surprising future ahead of you with that mentality.
Yeah,. everybody here says I'm egotistical but I would never even consider thinking that. ever.
Shit I guess I should confess something. One time in grade 8 I made grilled cheese for my grandmother I was taking care of but I burned the toast and she didn't want to eat it (my gramma has had 2 strokes and has dementia) so I threw it in the garbage. My mom then came home from a stressful-ass day of work (she works at the hospital) and she saw the grilled cheese in the garbage and got really mad. I blamed it on my gramma and she then yelled at her. I still feel soooo fucking bad for doing that.
Some next level confessions right here, this is HUGGGGGGEEE, like getting blown for cash Huge.
Confession: been paid for sex quite a few times and felt nothing from the exchange.
Got into an argument with my guy two nights ago and I was fucked up on Xanax (bad cramps and didn't have Ibuprofen in the car) and threw it in his face that I should have done it since he knew the details of the offer. He said it would have made me a whore to fuck for money and that I'm not a whore.....
first time to to feel anything from what I did.
o pls
it's all jokes
@tk: most I ever got from an encounter was 300, don't tell me I've been paid more than you...
about the same and then turned down higher offers that I wasn't comfortable about. If you also count *this* before getting the title of relationship then it was a lot more as well. If the sex wasn't good then I wouldn't be here right now. :p
@ian, no not ads but past encounters with people. :ninja: and tinder guys are the ones ive turned down. Essentially it's almost about the same, taking a girl out to eat with expectation of it probably going somewhere and straight out paying for it. I went a little nuts with tinder here and was getting a lot more offers for that kind of thing from dutch and french guys. I guess because I'm American and it's different and exciting.
What do you mean "this"
Your boyfriend used to pay you?
O.o just noticed I passed my 8th year here. I was here before I made an account though, RIP the OG join date
Well when him and I werent anything he was asking me what I needed for my CC to pay it and then "repay" him when I come over. Then flew me out on his dime and shelling out a lot of money while here. There was one conversation that made it sound like an escort service, he pays and we have sex. But now we're at the boyfriend/girlfriend stage finally.
sounds weird, lol.
Have you been paid as like, a specific business transaction? I mean it sounds like you're counting being flown out as being paid for the sex. What about someone just handing you money, you guys fuck, then you leave and it's just left at that with no further contact?
yes, specific rules: protection, no kissing, time limit, etc. did the deed and got the money, wam bam get dressed and leave.
Have you been paid as like, a specific business transaction? I mean it sounds like you're counting being flown out as being paid for the sex. What about someone just handing you money, you guys fuck, then you leave and it's just left at that with no further contact?
yes, specific rules: protection, no kissing, time limit, etc. did the deed and got the money, wam bam get dressed and leave.
What were your rates lol? 250/hr? I can respect the hustle.
Have you been paid as like, a specific business transaction? I mean it sounds like you're counting being flown out as being paid for the sex. What about someone just handing you money, you guys fuck, then you leave and it's just left at that with no further contact?
yes, specific rules: protection, no kissing, time limit, etc. did the deed and got the money, wam bam get dressed and leave.
What were your rates lol? 250/hr? I can respect the hustle.
$250 for 30mins or less, no kissing, protection, 2 positions. I can't remember if oral was included or not, details are fuzzy. I was just desperate for money honestly and considering seasoned girls charge 50eu for that seemed good. I think I had compromised at $150-200 for BJ, $100 for HJ.... Something like that.
What? I'm not trying to start something. My mind has just been blown a little bit. Keep your hoodness in check, man.
Edit - I also don't get why you put the word in quotations. I'm pretty sure the definition of a prostitute is simple someone who exchanges sexual favors for money. Hell, XYOX is a prostitute.
What? I'm not trying to start something. My mind has just been blown a little bit. Keep your hoodness in check, man.
Edit - I also don't get why you put the word in quotations. I'm pretty sure the definition of a prostitute is simple someone who exchanges sexual favors for money. Hell, XYOX is a prostitute.
It came off very smug. Regardless, I don't let people talk to people I like like that.