so what's up guys!? So once again I have relapsed..
I am leaving tm for detox yet again. this time though i'm gonna work my ass off like when i got 18 months sober. Plus i have some health issues right now. I have a bad infection on my foot and it hurts all over, it's super swollen, still got the splinter or what ever still all up in it somewhere..plus all the fucking doctors keep telling me it's a possibility that i could lose my foot. which would obviously SUCK DICK!! plus i throw up about 7 times a days and i threw up some blood today.
so basically my life is really good right now but i'm ruining it with this fucking shit. i have a great girlfriend who is absolutely gorgeous, amazingly smart, and just a really real person. i moved in with her last October for money issues i planned to only live with her for a month but we just loved it. we got to know each other really well and just basically fell in love with my little angel. we turned out to love each other not only as people but also roommates. next to getting those 18 month sober she is the best thing and greatest thing that as ever happened to me. I've got a 2004 Subaru forester that still runs and should last me a couple more years..
like i said my life is pretty cool right now so i really need to get my life back on track.. i was doing so good too but gotta leave the past in the past work on today. which in this case is getting my ass back in detox and just following advice from other people. i took my will back from god and this is what happens.
so guys until next time. yall keep it real and hope yall are doing great. you guys are all great dudes. sorry to let some of you down i know a lot of yall looked up to me for that shit.. but i'mma get my shit back together boys.. be back better than ever.. god speed see yall on the other side.